I once read somewhere that its unfolding petals suggest the expansion of the soul as well as the growth of its pure beauty from the mud of its origin holds a benign spiritual promise. Then I set myself to believe and follow the life cycle of this foreign organism to see the right example of divine beauty. I know I’m far from it, but something so small was never something I thought to be my any sense of motivation. I don’t know what I’m doing, and I don’t know where I’m going and honestly I don’t want to get ahead of myself but one thing I do want is to believe. I want to believe! I do, and well you can’t dream if you don’t believe!
I’m not new to Tumblr, but I’d like to start fresh.
Tumblr will always be that one sight, more like the friend (how cheesy that may sound) well the friend that is there at whatever time of day you need it and off course when you have Internet. I would run too it all the time, to share my amateur writing from time to time, my thoughts, my desires, what I wished from a day, how my day went and all the things that happened, what I was excited for, what I longed for, and what I was coming along with each and passing day. To show those who followed me and those who didn’t but came across my blog for what ever reason, just the kind of girl I was really like in the inside. That girl who’s in search for body and soul. I have felt so alone these past couple of days and what’s more bizarre about this situation is that I’m not alone. I have held on to the past for way too long, I’ve held on to the misery and all the negatives for way too long. In some way I came to the conclusion to take it all and see it as all I have really had inside that pretty little head of mine. I come to seek new people, maybe pen pals, maybe someone I can hold a deep intellectual talk with. Someone that shares my same likes. Someone from Boston, maybe? Anyone that has this passion for music like I do? Something new and refreshing! A new sense of life. A new introduction to bliss, that I hope will be born from the deepest pond of quick sand.
